Nemojuanowski

im always too late always only 2nd best but im not an advrage guy not so much like all the rest im sick of always being fake and not letting myself cry wishing i could let it out (thoughts of) how i want to die standing high on this mountain top the breezy wind hitting on my face sorting this out in my head soon i'll find my sappy place not wanting to deal with my life anymore i walk over to the side peering over the edge contemplating suicide 10 steps back, thinking hard wishing and wanting to be no more running now and running fast leaping off the edge and now i soar my heart now racing as im falling fast my mind takes

a couple of bpdies here and there diease is spreading everywhere children crying as you hear them scream just like something out of your worst dream severed limbs line the halls blood and brain matter on the walls never thinking this was how i'd die i turn the gun on my self and say goodbye

1-14-07 please kill me or make me someone new at least destroy the memories of the nightmares i've been through i cant pretend much longer things are not ok im thinking that its almost time to give this life away the hope has deserted me the will is long from gone time is running out now i just cant go on

she takes a razor to her arm not thinking of the ones she harms but just once she goes to deep and i am the first to weep hundreds cry, a few ask who and some just don't know what to do but some depressed tired of this life go home to mourn with their knife and carve her name into their wrist because she had been the one they missed one suicide done with no respect is now causing a domino effect

1-19-07 a bloody heart carved in her thing but nobody sees the pain in her eye blood glistens down her skin know one knows the pain she's in quick to judge, looks of disgust causing her self mutaliation to be a must she tries to stop and swears on a life but in the end its back to the knife she sits alone in an emotional rain and no one stops to ask of her pain when you need it no body cares but a hand full of scars, can make everyone stare

make me smile as i see your face take me back to our special place entrance me as i catch your kiss never before have i felt like this leave me notes that make my day promise me you're here to stay tell me you love me, fill me with pride we'll take on this world side by side in my heart you've set a flame i hope to you, i have done the same our tiny burning ember now a passionate fire my love for you will never tire

Love is nothing, Without a kiss. Love is everything, When you feel like this. Love is precious, When they mean everything to you. Love is painful, When they're not with you. Love is priceless, The true kind can't be bought. Love is life... When it's all you've got. 11/24/2003 bleh...tell me how you like it...o.o;

Light the fire in my soul Watch its ever burning flames Make my passion be your goal Forgetting your past lover's names Make my eyes sparkle when I see your smile Make me smile when I see your face Just hold me closer for just a little while Make this sweet sanctuary our own special place Take these rhymes into your heart Let its words carress your skin Every moving line do its part With each gasp of breath taken in Light the fire in my eyes Sense every emotion raging within them Detect my truths within their lies All my secrets from them stem My rhymes I use as a potion for love A concoction only fair few can use A precious

You watch him from a distance You love to see him smile You wish one day he might be yours If only for a while You wish that you could tell him To have the strength to say, "I love you and I wish that you Could feel the same one day!" Your heart beats as he comes towards you Only to walk on by You try to tell yourself you don't love him Try to believe your lie… You wish, you dream, you hope, you pray That you could be together Maybe if you could make him see That you two could last forever.....

He pulled her hair. She kicked him in the shin. He said she had cooties. She said he pees his pants. He called her ugly. She called him a loser. He rang her doorbell and ran. She put a tack on his chair in math. He pushed her books to the floor. She kicked him in the balls. He toilet papered the tree in her front yard. She wrote FAG on his locker. He left a flaming bag of shit on her front porch. She sent the shit back to him U.P.S. He videotaped her undressing in the girls locker room. She stole his clothes during P.E. He dated her best friend. She dated his. He gave his best friend oral sex and told her how good he was.